We'd marry a tree as long as it served a mission.

There are endless chances in Provo.  If you scare all the guys away, new ones get off their mission everyday.

i keep thinking you just don't know.

i know you've been hurt by someone else. i can tell by the way you carry yourself. if you let me, here's what i'll do: i'll take care of you.

can't deny that i want you, but i'll lie if i have to. you don't say you love me to your friends when they ask you even though we both know that you do.

this is not about you.

i'm doing the best i can.

its all a process. you don't understand that.. but you do.

i'm so happy i don't have to pretend with you.

this is not about you.

i want more than tolerance.

i have never known anyone who just believed that i was enough. i've mentioned this countless times before in my previous blog, but i always feel that people fall in love with my potential.. and not just me as i really am.

i'm over-analyzing everything tonight.

this is not about you.

i just wanna be with you all the time.

i asked how you were doing. but what i meant to say was i miss you. and i love you. and i want you to come home.

i want to fall asleep next to you. i want to feel you. i want to hug you. i want to smile with you. i want to laugh at you. i want to take our dog for a walk. i want to walk on the beach at night. i want to feel safe. i want to tell you everything.

but, i don't want to be in a relationship with you. i just want to be with you all the time. and i can't do that to you. again. so every time we talk, i'll just ask how you're doing.

this is not about you.

when i'm sad, i stop being sad and be awesome instead.

every time i make major life changes, i feel the need to change my blog. so here we go again..

some days i cry, but most days i laugh. i'm happy, y'all.. i'm really really happy. it's been quite some time since i could say that and mean it. i'm making new friends. i'm exploring past hobbies. i'm teaching myself to not be so overworked and take a day to myself every week. i'm going back to school in the fall.

one day at a time.